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1. I liked seeing your happier rejected parts panel!

3. (I’m doing 3 first because I had more to say for 2 haha.) Yes I have to an extent! It’s mainly around my family. I feel like I never resonated with “disappointing” my parents because I felt what I liked was SO me and their issues with it seemed like a “you” problem. But that also proceeded into WWIII, especially with my mom because she REALLY wanted me to be a certain way.

Even though I still feel I had a similar mindset most of my life, I felt more like I was “on” around family, and I never was away from family, so it got exhausting and constrictive to not just live “out loud.”

But being myself online has helped and finding spaces I could safely be open helped too! (As well as restricting and blocking family online so I could freely express myself LOL.)

2. Others: It hasn’t been until the past handful of years that I truly felt I HAD any power where people could trust me and my words. They may have, but it’s been my own inner struggle of living my life believing family never TRULY heard me or listened to me. So when I’d get excited to share something with others, I just believed no one would care, or click on a link to see what I was talking about, etc. but they do! That feels good!

BUT when I got more into the coaching realm, I learned from a lot of amazing coaches what it means to make it clear that you’re just their in the guide. That they have the power and tools within them to create the healing and magic in their lives. You’re just shining light on it for them, or helping them see it in a perspective that may never have clicked for them before.

I’ve read, and listened to, quite a bit of content about making sure there’s boundaries set around coach and client so the relationship doesn’t become dependent on you being their savior, and I like that.

I also enjoy finding expanders who seems to have that practice down, like off the top of my head I think of Africa Brooke on IG. She teaches and mentors and shares her experience, AND she always declares her boundaries and reminds people that they are free-thinkers and don’t have to agree with her or take in what she’s saying as *their* truth (she says it much more eloquently). Or my coaches Cora-Lynn Hazelwood and her biz partner Chantal practice it all the time with us, training us in their container to become more self-reliant.

We of course ask questions where we need to and they show up to answer questions where agreed upon, but they make sure we remember that we can ask EVERYONE in the group questions too. That they’ve curated a community of smart people so be sure to communicate with one another too. And they almost always remember to turn the thanks and praise given to them for changing lives and mindset and such back to the person who did the work to get there. Love it.

Okay so this is super long as usual so I’ll make the “myself” response shorter haha!

Myself: Disempowering myself was pretty bad come the end of high school and in college. I felt like the baby elephant metaphor?

The one where a baby elephant is tied to a stake in the ground and can’t leave the spot, and he grows into an adult elephant and still believes it’s trapped by that now tiiiiiiny stake in the ground. That was me, I repeated the mantra that I was trapped and had no power over my life for YEARS and absolutely believed it and wallowed in it and it was my reality, until it wasn’t! :) like, mentally. My surroundings didn’t change so much to mirror my internal changes but the internal created some amazing external changes I KNKW wouldn’t have happened if I didn’t change myself.

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Raquel Dubois's avatar

I shouldn't be surprised, but I've just discovered something else we have in common. I am particularly inspired when I can support others from disempowerment to empowerment. I'm particularly conscious of not abusing the power I have (I know I have a lot) at the expense of others.

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